1. To Make it Real (2024)

1. To Make it Real is the outcome of an inquiry into internalised shame. This kind of shame attaches itself to a person’s identity. Like a computer virus, it is memetic and contagious, enmeshing with the body’s internal operating system. Through this project, I want to investigate how chronic shame might be deprogrammed and how art might function as antivirus.

The shamegate sculptures make concrete these thought-barriers and question their impermeability. Engaging with fatphobia, homophobia, biphobia, sexism and ableism, these gates, alongside my related body of work, begin to present the shame-virus for what it is, question its reinscription and test strategies for resistance.

Works from this series were shown at:

Steel, PVC, cut tacks, bolts, concrete, enamel paint, powder coated steel, silk/viscose yarn, textile from personal archive, embroidery floss

Image credit: Astrid Mulder
Image credit: Astrid Mulder
Image credit: Astrid Mulder

Image credit: Astrid Mulder

Image credit: Astrid Mulder

Image credit: Astrid Mulder

Image credit: Natalie H. Reed

Image credit: Natalie H. Reed

Image credit: Natalie H. Reed

Image credit: Natalie H. Reed